I’m an Asian Muslim gay man, who is also trans inclined.
I was forced into marriage a year ago, but the woman I married is not in the UK at the moment, which is good as I hate this bubble of lies.
I know I want to be a woman and I only like men. My family will never accept it, though, and will disown me or may even hurt me.
Everyone around me knows what I am, even my family, but it’s a case of ‘see no evil’ with them and they just bury their heads in the sand.
I don’t know what to do or who to turn to. Every other aspect of my life is great, but this is ruining me.
In the past I’ve suffered from depression and suicidal thoughts, but I’ve come through that and don’t feel that way any more.
Please help, what do I do?